This page was written after I felt a certain anger stirring inside of me. It contains remarks that are critical towards certain aspects of the SSoA-paradigm. My aim is no way to start a battle with the SSoA, for I hold them in high esteem. I would prefer a kind of 'partnership' in which certain aspects are seen from a different perspective. I do have to admit that the number of differences are increasing rapidly these days. Like I said, there was anger behind this article, so it might be a bit too strong on some points. Well, here it comes:
How could I have been so blind? Last night it dawned on me: many pieces suddenly came together. After nearly three years of working with the SSoA articles on the web I needed the last couple of months together with Ken and Monique to realize how we have been trained to see many mirrors but also to ignore a few major ones.
I used to be very respectful towards the SSoA, but presently I'm angry with them. I'm probably angry because I'm angry at myself for not having seen this before. Without them I wouldn't have been able to realize what I now see clearly. Let's try to convey the background for my 'Hawaiian' anger.
Let's start off with a few key thoughts from Ken's 'The Space in Between':
Many current day initiates have had the experience of clearing mechanical devices and closing the schisms, only to have them re-opened again at some other time if the cause or distorted serpent is not also detoxed/removed from the gridwork. Know that schisms are not reopened from the outside by forces or beings outside the from, but from serpents within, which are held in place by one's own Karma and thought form, or karma and thought form that has been inserted into the field, much the same way that the slave race was used and controlled... A more effective process is to recognise early that the pressure and attack begins from within, and attracts that from without.... Beings outside the form will resonate with that which is inside, the two are complimentary.
and let's continue with a fragment from Monique's 'My Body Speaks':
What if true law holds, has never failed and all the mirrors are in place and give us clear information on our own true nature? Then we had better embrace our own shadows and fast, before it is too late. If we stop racing ahead and up in vibration, our shadows do and will catch up with us and we can deal with them. The alternative is to leave them behind, allow them to inflate, band together, and be totally overrun by them in the end. No, that is not my vision of our future, it is not even frightening or a warning. It is polarity law in action. Once you know how it works, you will not try to escape your own darkness again.Now that a small part of me understands this, I will have to convince the rest of me. The sorcerer does not remember love, he remembers betrayal. He is painfully aware of the integrity lost among humans. The sorcerer schools are real. Will Harry Potter - whose godfather is called Sirius - discover in the end that he is Voldemort and that he has been fighting his own shadow?
What are these excerpts saying? They are saying that forces from without are attracted by something that we carry within. That which we carry within and what we refuse to see is mirrored back to us, true law in action. What if we stopped blaming other non-physical forces for all the harm that has been done to us? What if we stopped blaming the Anu and their slaves for all the troubles in our world? What if we stopped dumping everything we don't like into some big waste bag called 'Other Creations'?
What if we finally realized that everything that we confront in our world is the result of something we refuse to see within ourselves? What do you say to the possibility that all those ascending in the Sirian way by blasting many of the mirrors they see during the process, are in a way really the 'bad guys', without knowing it.
What if we keep on blinding ourselves with this flattering thought that we are light workers, we are the chosen ones with the right genetic information to ascend. We are the ones that need to create a Light Earth Dream, thereby ignoring the fact that we create a Dark Earth Dream by doing this as well. We claim to be striving towards harmlessness, cleverly ignoring the fact that we are willing to cleanse major parts of our human civilization, for they don't have the right ancestry: they are from another creation, throw them away. Allow them all to concentrate in cities and catch diseases and turn insane. They are being returned to their own creation.
Yesterday I received a picture from someone from India. It was a picture filled with numerous Ascended Masters. I was about to respond in the way I was 'programmed' by the SSOA: Ignore it, dump it, remove it, don't respond, insert a mail block filter, disconnect on all absolute levels from the dark forces that are trying to attack us again and again (click Ascended Masters and then return to this page).
What if we are looking at ourselves? What if we are exactly acting the same way as all those false gods of our past. What if they keep haunting us because we carry within ourselves the magnets to attract them? What if the SSOA is removing students all of the time because these students mirror something to them that they prefer not to see. They say that they have found more than a million manipulations that they needed to counteract. What if they have become very skillful in blasting more than a million mirrors, thereby magically ignoring the increasing darkness from within? What if they have become so enamoured by the sound of the symphonies that they ignore, remove, shatter, consume and destroy everything that could endanger it? Of course it is very attractive after so many years of fall after fall (see Repetitions and Archetypal Blindness).
Isn't it strange that by magically combining the False Gods of the Light and the False Gods of the Dark that a huge leap in ascension is achieved, not only by Mila and Oa, but by our planet as well? How distorted can a light-only ascension become? They have said themselves that ascension is a slow biological process: that doesn't seem to match.
Last night I dreamt that I was trying to hide something in the ground, but every time I tried to dig a hole and cover it up, something happened that undid everything I had done. I was trying to hide something within a tabletop, but it got torn apart every time I tried. I guess the time has come to stop hiding and ignoring. If we really are in the pit of our universe as a result of all those who dumped everything to 'other creations' we are the ones to take responsibility and find a way to look this darkness in the eye. It's time to remove our heads out of the clouds and look at all the excrements that we created while looking upwards. Let us stop this practice of blasting mirrors and find a way out of this mess by using the mirrors for the purpose they were made: to gain more clarity into ourselves as parts of creation.
Gibbon,
April 2006