By increasing our vibration and by fueling the ascension of our bodies through continual intentions to ascend we would regain the ability and information to form the physical constitution of our ancestors, many millenia in the past. These physical changes would be necessary in order to be able to hold a higher vibration, since a higher vibration requires more energy and our current biology would simply be unable to provide enough energy to sustain such a body.
This article describes my process which has led to the removal of this aspect of the SSOA-paradigm from my reality perspective.
BIOTENSOR RESULTS
The impetus for changing my perspective on biological ascension has come from a number of biotensor results from a friend of mine. This kinesiological tool has provided me with answers and insights on various matters and I have come to the point that I am prepared to consider the results as potentially valuable information.
When I used my pendulum in the past (up until the beginning of 2006) I was able to test all kinds of things about my ascension process (see Working with Construction Islands) and the way my organs would be developing and growing. I could test the level of ingrowth from the etheric into the physical of every organ. It was a great time but the pendulum results were getting less trustworthy and eventually I abandoned it altogether (Pendulum Dependency and Paranoia).
Now I have met someone who appears to be able to test matters a lot better than I was able to in the past. So, after a while I started to ask questions about my biological ascension process and I repeatedly received answers that the concept of developing new organs is a corrupt concept. In the beginning I simply ignored these results but since other aspects turned out to be valuable I started to reconsider: could it possibly be true that I have been blinded for six years about the possibility of truly developing ascension related organic changes which would allow me to hold a higher vibration? Would Mila and Oa have tuned into a false source themselves?
IS THE DEVELOPMENT OF NEW ORGANS THROUGH ASCENSION A DISTORTED THOUGHTFORM?
It would seem that my higher self wasn't really too enthusiastic about my focus on the possibility of biological changes. Wouldn't that be a great joke? All those years that I have uttered my intentions to ascend my body would not have really been supported by my higher self!
This, however, doesn't mean that I am about to abandon everything that the SSOA stands for, but I am going to enter a new phase in which I still believe in the possibility to increase your vibration but I am going to disconnect it completely from any physical or organ-related changes. I am now considering the possibility that the physical body is able to hold a higher frequency without the need of any new (or ancient reborn) organs.
The idea of returning ancient DNA in our bodies through clearing karma might be a false concept. Perhaps Mila and Oa are tuning into an etheric collective that has tried in the past to ward of death by trying to upgrade the original blueprint by developing organs that would allow for a longer lifespan and a bridge towards the non-physical without the need to die physically. Perhaps they have come quite far with this, but they were unable to finish their goals. Perhaps Mila tuned into this collective of entities which have fooled her into fueling this thought-form, and thereby providing this 'collective' with the energy of all those believing in this concept.
After all these years of ascending there must have been at least one person who would have developed something of a new organ and who would have tested it out with modern medical equipment? When I look at Mila and Oa they really don't appear that young as they write. Perhaps this collective even has Anu-heritage, since they were very much into life-extension and fear of dying?
PHYSICAL ASCENSION STRESS
Another reason for giving up this crucial element of the SSOA-paradigm is that I have heard of quite a few former SSOA-initiates who developed all kinds of physical problems during their process. When I walked through a forest today I seemed to sense a kind of joy from within my body. It almost felt as if my body was relieved: finally they no longer were forced (through all these intentions for biological ascension) to adapt their biology to a blueprint that probably only vaguely exists if it exists at all.
CONCLUSION
After casting doubt on the idea that there would be anything like an 'electric great central sun' and my doubts on the way the SSOA seemed to prefer to focus on removal of anu-lineages, instead of transformation this new insight sure is my biggest step away from the SSOA-paradigm.
There are however still many aspects that remain very valuable within the SSOA-mindset. I am sure my belly and my chest expanded during the last number of years and that is not due to aging or growing fat or anything, since I didn't gain any weight during the process. If this expansion is not the result of any organ-change it might simply be the result of breathing more deeply: it makes sense that the lungs and the chest expand when you are able to breathe in more air. This may explain the increasing belly as well: the diaphraghm is pushed lower because of expanding lungs.
The increased belly is only present when I feel joyful and I breathe broadly, so to speak. I am still inclined to believe that this increased ability to take in oxygen (or perhaps chi/prana) is a prerequisite for the body to increase its vibration. For me it is more likely that the increased vibration is related to the matter of my physical body pulsating at a faster rate. I no longer think that any new organs need to be developed in order to increase and sustain this vibration.
Instead of speaking about the 'biological ascension process' it now seems more appropriate to simply talk about a growth process, or perhaps a process that aims to increase the average vibration of my cells through gaining more awareness and through the removal of distorted, harmful and disabling thoughtforms. Together with the removal of the concept of biological organ changes another perspective was tested to be closer to the truth. I will try to explore that perspective and combine it with the constructive and inspiring thoughts from the SSOA in future articles.
Please share your thoughts and experiences.
Gibbon
July 2009