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Intraselfular Communication
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INTRODUCTION
Some people believe that the pendulum is the ultimate ascension tool. If you have ordered the Ascension Workbook I you will have seen that many worksheets that belong to the various chapters are filled with excercises and questions that you should either muscle test or pendulum. The advice to pendulum certain matters is often given in the SSOA-articles.
As regular readers of this site know I decided to end my close ties to my pendulum. You can read more about the backgrounds of this decision by clicking on the pendulum dependency link on top of this page.
If you no longer have such a tool as the pendulum you must develop something else in order to monitor your process. I have tried to have trust in myself in all its aspects. This page tries to broach the topic of the various modes of communication between the various aspects of yourself.
INTRASELFULAR COMMUNICATION
I couldn't find a word to express the communication between various elements of oneself with each other. 'To look within' wasn't enough for I wasn't solely referring to the process of looking within which I prefer to use as the opposite of having an external focus. In an attempt to explore this inner territory I decide to coin the term 'intraselfular', for I think it is important to use the right terms.
DISSECTING ME
During the years I have learnt to believe that there are many aspects to myself, as there are many aspects to everybody. At this moment in time I believe that I consist of:
HOW DO THEY ALL TALK TO EACH OTHER?
The question that I have begun to ask myself is: how do all these bodies communicate with each other? What can I learn about that? As I have said in Modes of Thinking I believe that the mental body plays a crucial role in the sense that this body is the ultimate translator: it is only this body that is capable of putting the information of all other bodies in words that can be reproduced by the conscious awareness.
I remember that Mila once said that at a certain stage in the ascension process the mental and the emotional body would merge. The same would hold for the intuitive and creative body. So, perhaps we are in a rather unnatural situation as far as the communication between certain subtle bodies is concerned.
For me it is likely that the emotional body speaks through activating certain parts of the body, just like the physical consciousness uses the body to get the attention of the waking consciousness. When I feel certain emotions or when certain physical sensations are felt I try to tune in to that feeling or spot and see what thoughts come up. I can play with this process by guessing a few possibilities and quite a few times a certain thought seems to resonate. It either evokes new thoughts or my belly gives a sign to show me that this is indeed in the right direction. For me it is often a guessing game.
Sometimes I discover that certain thoughts are really not the result of the intraselfular communication but are the result of some faulty interaction between certain parts of myself with that of others, take for instance the effect of subtle bodies from others or personality entities.
IMAGES, MEMORIES AND THOUGHTS
It is interesting to ponder about the nature of the intuitive and creative body: how do they express what they need to say? What signals are given to the mental body which can be translated into words? The dreamtime body probably prefers to use images which need to be translated, perhaps certain parts try to express themselves through the activation of particular memories.
SYNCHRONICITIES, INTENTS AND COMMANDS
I am open to the idea that that certain aspects of myself can make their themes heard by aiding in the creation of certain external situations or mirrors in everyday life. Perhaps soul groups who notice the importance of certain ('karmically' charged) themes have at their disposal methods to guide me into certain directions.
In his latest article, Structure of Creation Ken talks about commanding instead of intending certain matters. I have felt a bit doubtful about this approach since I think that one can only truly command certain things if you have a complete overview on things. I even think it might be slightly disrespectful towards all the other aspects of yourself to be commanded by the mental body. That's why I prefer to keep on using the verb 'to intend' for it sounds friendlier towards all the various parts that make me the way I am. 'I' give the direction through an intention, but I allow my intraselfular processes to find the best mode of achieving certain goals.
TEMPORARY CONCLUSION
Of course this is nothing more than a small attempt to get a grasp on what is happening within me. A while ago someone said that he had been talking to my 'higher self' on a regular basis. How to get that information translated into my awareness? I wonder how many intraselfular communication lines are possible: do the chakra's communicate with the subtle bodies? Does the body talk to my soul group? Is there a lot of interdimensional chatting going on? Do my lower and higher light body ever meet? Does my dreamtime body talk to a future me or a parallel me and what language do they use?
I would like to hear your thoughts on these matters.
Gibbon,
February 2007
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