By Monique Spangenberg, May 16, 2005
Sometimes I wonder if it is alright to more or less identify myself with my ancestors as they merge with me. When I call upon them for assistance to keep me grounded when I go out, or for advice on the herbs to use in my cooking, am I still carrying my own weight?
One of my ancestors told me that I am mixing up two very different things. Due to our loss in vibration we have all fractured. I as a single individual am seeking to become whole again. In the process of retrieving the power, chi and information lost in my ancestry, I also seek to reunite with parts that I used to consciously experience as part of the same whole. This is what is required in ascension and it is not the same thing as seeking dependency or co-dependency at all.
Many people seek to unite with each other because they lack energy or information on how to collect pieces of themselves; they have forgotten how to literally get themselves together again. So they unconsciously get enmeshed and intertwined with others instead. You could say that the Anu were so forgetful or lost in this respect, that this was the only way they knew how to relate to others.
When you meet another person, it could be that this person has information that belongs to you and needs to merge with you in order for you to become more whole again, while another part of that same person may seek attachment and hook into your gridwork.
That is why dancing with others in ascension should have little to do with their personalities. Those who are pleasant to be with may be good thieves; those who are unpleasant to be with may have information that you need to retrieve if you wish to move on.
So, whoever we meet, if we intend to retrieve what is ours, and return what belongs to others, then after each karmic encounter we can release another agreement or set of agreements in our ancestry. In this manner less and less people will be able to hook into our gridwork and this is the way to ascend into your own sovereign truth again.