In the beginning there was the word.
Indeed, there was. The beginning of turning truth upside down required words. The beginning of extinction, of invasion of creational boundaries required words. If you want to mess up a creation, you need words. Words can lie. Words can invert energy flow. Words can do magic.
I can write down right here that I have blue eyes and fair hair. That’s a lie, but I can write it down anyway. I can write down anything I want, depending on my conscious or unconscious agendas.
During the past year I regularly received information on the state of my physical body. I saw my own DNA and grid work. This kind of communication puzzled me at first, until it began to awake ancestral memories of living like this. Our ancient ancestors would simply be informed of or receive reports on the condition of their own body. If action was required on the physical plane, you would take it. If you needed to consult a shaman on your problem, this is what you would do. Nothing sensational or spectacular. All people had this "gift". They were not known as visionaries, you simply knew what was going on in your own body.
This made me ponder the ascension process that I have been involved with during the past two years. I worked with intentions like mad. I wrote them down, repeated them out loud and in my mind whenever I could, fell asleep with intentions on my mind and woke up with new ideas for even more intentions.
Since I left SSOA and stopped intending, all of a sudden I could hear my body spirit, soul and ancestors much more clearly. I got the advice to work with simple direct commands or questions on what was going on in the now. This would not allow for any instant hanky-panky repairs, but for a more acute awareness of what was going on. I had to retrieve consciousness on many levels within my field and body starting at the elemental level in order to monitor what was happening, top down and bottom up, within myself and in interactions with other people and the region I live in. This would gradually restore the integrity of my physical body. In the end my body turns out to be my anchor. No words required there. Alignment to holographic truth cannot be commanded, it must be remembered on a biological level.
During the past weeks I was flooded with information on the misuse of words by the sorcerers in our ancestry. Perhaps there were not that many of them, but they had the power and the magnetism to draw so much information to themselves and to misuse it so badly, that they created a whole lot of harm for a small bunch of people.
What have I actually been doing during my mediations? What did I fling out of my field by spinning it faster? Did I anchor a light earth dream in my region? I thought I did, but instead I discovered I had been cursing the land, or rather, my energy field had been used to curse the land I live on. If you have been programmed to "defend" yourself against the many curses, hexes and spells from others all the time, you cannot receive information from your own body angel on what is going on.
Now going into malls and shops has become a totally different experience. For I have begun to withdraw back into my own grid work the many spells that are kept in place through my energy field and etheric body. I discovered that the places where I would be heavily dumped upon were quite dense webs of spells in relation to ownership signatures that my sorcerer ancestors worked with and misused. It was not an infraction of creational law that I got dumped upon; it was my karma plain and simple.
In the past when I began to experience combustion in a shop with all the karma of others in my field, I would try to return the spells and karma. Now I focus on uncasting the spells that my own ancestry wove in these dense webs, and this actually assists in repairing my own grid work. I now feel better when I have this focus, instead of dizzy and attacked and a victim. Could this mean that true law is actually holding, and that many in SSOA are fooled into believing they are innocent truth bearers and victim to those who will not mind creational law?
Working with intentions is to work with the power of words and if anything is quite, quite corrupt in this creation it is words. I can tell you my intentions are good and really mean it, and yet unconsciously I could be spelling you in or selling my own information to the dark. When I discover that this is possible, the first responsibility I have is to dive within myself and expose the sorcerer in me. Instead of whining about others around me that are unconsciously casting spells and taking my power. They are my mirrors, not my enemies.
What if true law holds, has never failed and all the mirrors are in place and give us clear information on our own true nature? Then we had better embrace our own shadows and fast, before it is too late. If we stop racing ahead and up in vibration, our shadows do and will catch up with us and we can deal with them. The alternative is to leave them behind, allow them to inflate, band together, and be totally overrun by them in the end. No, that is not my vision of our future, it is not even frightening or a warning. It is polarity law in action. Once you know how it works, you will not try to escape your own darkness again.
Now that a small part of me understands this, I will have to convince the rest of me. The sorcerer does not remember love, he remembers betrayal. He is painfully aware of the integrity lost among humans. The sorcerer schools are real. Will Harry Potter - whose godfather is called Sirius - discover in the end that he is Voldemort and that he has been fighting his own shadow?