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An American reader contacted me today. She thinks that I am being misled by dark forces which make me doubt the teachings of the SSOA. Below you can find her email and a number of thoughts that her letter triggered in me.
I write this to let you know of my opinion...I think you are being misled and munipulated by the dark energies...They like to pit one against another...as you know. Your feeling that the SSOA school is ascending the Sirian way...throwing the dark someplace else, I believe is incorrect.Mila supposedly receives the transmissions from the earth and nature kingdoms, as new information or hidden information is brought to the surface and sorted through, revealed to all, the earth then learns from it and continues to move along in her ascension.. .the earth and nature kingdoms as well are learning as they go along step by step in their ascension. Earth is like the center of the love now.....
If you had read most of the transmissions, you would have read that earth is not being a dumping ground anymore....why would she want more garbage ??...The stuff gets put into the healing temples of the aurora of the earth, from my understanding, and gets sorted out and then recasted back to its origin of source.
Perhaps your heart is closed, you are afraid to feel the love and your emotions. True, love and light is not the way, for it only masks and anethesizes one into thinking everything is wonderful, I know many many New Age people who think like this....a result of the False Gods of the Dark munipulating people, right ?
It is like as if the dark has you by the arm and they are tugging at you, steering you here and there....to get you to think that the information brought through the SSOA school is incorrect.
Perhaps you have hit a wall and can only ascend so far, so it is normal to look elsewhere for something else, the question being...is this all there is? Most of the stuff you investigate I agree with and find intriguing to think about....but I dont think the SSOA is intentionally trying to mislead anyone at all, everyone learns as they go along.....including Mother Earth. Thats all I wanted to say for now.....
INTENTIONALLY TRYING TO MISLEAD
It's a good thing to receive an email like this, for it allows me to correct a few things and to ponder about the path that I have chosen to take, indeed moving more and more away from the current SSOA-perspective. Even though I seem to be moving away from a few 'memes' or thoughtforms from the SSoA's reality, I still like them a lot and I have never doubted their intentions either. I have never suggested that Mila and Oa are intentionally trying to mislead anyone. I truly honor their work and their intentions to map carve a path for ascension, working hand in hand with Earth Mother, the Tao and the Nature Kingdoms.
What I did suggest, however, is that the SSOA is - to a certain degree - being misled. Even though they think they are ascending in a sound way, they might not be, without them recognizing it, without them being aware of it. During its history (and believe me, I did read all the transmissions) the SSOA has been through quite a few attacks, and therefore you cannot blame them for being so self protective.
THE ANU AS A SIRIAN SHADOW
I can understand the tendency to cherish every word the SSOA says, for indeed their messages are filled with tons of wisdom (or should I say tones of wisdom?), especially the articles before February 2006. If you don't feel comfortable reading the articles that I put on this 'exploring ascension'-site it probably means that you are not willing to 'accept' the possibility that the Anu with all their distorted thoughtforms are a shadow created by the Sirians, a shadow they prefer to send away to kingdom come, or 'back to its place of origin' (see Return to place of Origin).
I can't help it, but this has become the hypothesis of the perspective of this 'ascension site' so far, and I'm exploring the consequences of it. Perhaps you'd better stop reading this site when it doesn't resonate with you anymore. I'm not sure if this is the right approach, but for me it has become the most promising one and I feel very comfortable with it. I really don't want to polarize and there's no need to do that for there are still numerous elements that I still resonate with.
HITTING A WALL
From my current perspective I can only say that it doesn't feel like I have hit a wall, and that I can only ascend so far. If that were the case I wouldn't receive any new ideas, I would probably start feeling quite lousy as well, which isn't the case. I feel good, my belly is doing fine and I don't really want to know what my vibration is: I prefer to pay attention to my breath, my overall well being and the amount of new 'output'. If this is what hitting a wall is like, I don't mind hitting walls for a decade or more!
I do tend to think that the SSOA has hit a wall: when you compare the current number of articles and the amount of new information to the articles from the period 2001-2005 you would have to notice the difference. A former associate of the SSOA said that they have basically said all that they needed to say a few years ago. Perhaps that is true. Perhaps a creative fountain is still active that is hidden from the internet audience. I could say all kinds of things about the SSOA but I don't want to keep on repeating myself. If you are interested read a few of the links on top of this page.
FEAR OF THE DARK
I can't remember which Eddie Murphy movie it was, but I do remember this interesting scene. Eddie was put into some kind of dreamstate together with a few horrifying personalities who were trained into freaking people out, scaring the hell out of everybody. They tried their best to scare Eddie but he just remained cool and even returned a few scary faces: he didn't believe in them and even though they were 'real' he could not be harmed by them.
I'm getting a bit fed up with all this talk about 'the dark' here, 'the dark' there. Even if the dark is everywhere around us, I think they can only 'attack' us through something that resonates within us, especially the way we regard reality. If we learn to bend our thoughts, either through conscious will, forgiveness, understanding or by going through some emotional catharsis like experience, our genes might follow, creating a body that is less 'electrically' polarised and more magnetic (see Ken's articles on Magnetricity, Vibrations, Frequencies and Harmonics and The Space In Between).
Feel free to respond,
Gibbon
October 2006