It has taken me quite some time to start writing about the ascension process. Even though I have been collecting and ordering information on this site since 1998, my own contribution was relatively minor. My aim was to present information on various topics, nothing more, nothing less.
Some people have asked me if I 'channel' entities myself, or if I would like to channel sources, and I always replied with a double 'no' because I don't feel the need to 'channel' any source, when there is already so much material available. Not everyone needs to re-invent the wheel, was my opinion on this. The same goes for Mila and her transmissions. What on Earth could I contribute if there is already such an enormous amount of intriguing information from someone who is such a gifted map carver of ascension?
Don't get me wrong. I love to write. I have been writing things from age 9. Most of the time the 'problem' was that I tended to write in 'the open and see-what-comes'-style. This led to writings which were often too personal for others to read. Basically I have remained a writer for myself. I have written about my experiences and thoughts for a long time, and I continued fervently after the start of the 'ascension experiment', as I prefer to call it.
I don't want a public diary, so that's something you will not find here. I do want to pick out a few things that happened, or things that I find remarkable or funny. By writing about it in this fashion I can get a clearer view on the matters as well, and the possibility arises that other people can add some thoughts on certain matters, so I can learn from that as well.
The SSOA offers various programs for people who want to contribute to the ascension process of Earth and their own. The Self Study Program, for instance, offers more details on the ascension process. I didn't follow the Self Study Program, for I don't want to use any information from that program accidentally on this page. So, the things that I write about in these turtles are based on the material that is publicly published on ascendpress.org. I still tend to think it offers enough information to trigger the ascension process in yourself.
I do not like to use 'light' and 'love' terminology which is quite popular in certain new age groups. Since I'm not a person who has attained full consciousness (or beyond) I can only speak from my current point of view, which is bound to be filled with all kinds of misinterpretations. I hope the number of misinterpretations and the amount of 'non-unity thougtform' will diminish during the process. Read more about 'being less stranded' in turtle 3.
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