INTRODUCTION
A while ago a few thieves decided to break into my house and steal my PC. Luckily I had a back-up and I was able to return my websites from the web back to my new PC. There also were a few communication problems with my direct colleagues at work. Together with a flu-stricken girl friend and my interpersonal explorations it was quite an interesting period. Before reflecting upon the developments within the interpersonal field I would like to spend some time on what I would call 'Reality Inflation' as a possible ascension phenomenon. That is what this page is all about.
REALITY INFLATION
As so often with phenomena possibly associated with biological ascension it cannot easily be proven whether it has got anything to do with ascension or not. It might be the product of my imagination and it might not. What I have learned during the years is that I just keep on describing certain things that I have discovered during my process, and perhaps later it will be shown to be part of the ascension process.
One of the aspects of the increase in awareness would be the increase in strength of your thoughts. Many books are written on the subject of intention where 'the secret' by Rhonda Byrne is one of the most popular. I haven't read the book myself, because I feel I have got enough tools already. In the turtle called No Longer Free of Obligations I talk about the necessity to develop some discipline. If your average vibratory level has increased it becomes more 'powerful'. Your intentions carry more weight and the time between the intentions and the actual manifestation would become shorter and shorter.
The thing that I have noticed the last couple of weeks is that something like a 'inflation of reality' can occur when I decide to invest in a certain development. In my case I spent quite some time thinking about something at my work and it was quite amazing to see how I managed to increase the importance of this relatively trivial aspect to grand proportions.
RECOGNIZING ENERGY LEAKS
I have spoken about addictions and the automatic pilot mode before (see links above), but for me it was interesting to note that the mental body sometimes simply is unable to understand certain matters. As I come to have great trust in the ability of the mental body to interpret and translate the signals of the other bodies I have come to believe that it can grasp certain interpersonal dynamics at work as well.
The lesson for me was that it can be a wise act to simply stop thinking/reflecting about certain matters when it takes up too much energy and time, especially when it involves the way other people look at a certain situation. You cannot look into the minds of others (at least I cannot) and sometimes it can be considered a valuable skill if you are able to recognize a bottomless mode of thinking and consequently learn to halt these trains of thinking. If you keep on plugging your energetic cords into these matters it leads nowhere, except towards an energetic drain.
CONCLUSION
I am trying to train myself in asking myself one question many times a day, namely: "Do I want to invest my energy in this?" (thoughts, acts, behavior, interactions). I was surprised to notice how easily I am able to inflate certain matters in such a short time. If I could only learn to inflate certain thought-forms that provide deeper levels of understanding! It makes sense to expect the same energetic rules to apply to every thought that I decide to inflate or energize.
SOME AFTER THOUGHTS Since about half a year I have been feeling something strange in my lower-belly-zone. It can best be described by the feeling that something is growing down there. I really don't know what it could be that is developing under the 'red' spots on the picture (which I digitally added myself, there is no rash or anything!) which signify where I sometimes feel something going on. Perhaps it is a dangerous form of cancer, perhaps it is an increasing prostate gland, perhaps there is something wrong with my intestines, and perhaps it is one of the new glands that would form during the ascension process.
The dilemma that I find myself in is: should I go see a doctor to find out what it is going on, or should I just wait and see what happens? For the time being I allow things to develop as long as it doesn't hurt and I still feel good. I have taken a look at the physical changes that might take place at the ascenpress-site at Ascending Into a Regenerative Biological System and perhaps I am actually developing new waste management organs or am I experiencing a change in the intestinal tract, or perhaps I have just inflated the ascension paradigm into too big a reality for me!
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Since about half a year I have been feeling something strange in my lower-belly-zone. It can best be described by the feeling that something is growing down there. I really don't know what it could be that is developing under the 'red' spots on the picture (which I digitally added myself, there is no rash or anything!) which signify where I sometimes feel something going on. Perhaps it is a dangerous form of cancer, perhaps it is an increasing prostate gland, perhaps there is something wrong with my intestines, and perhaps it is one of the new glands that would form during the ascension process.
